Ok, not what I expected
I figured I would catch some heck about my last post. I suppose there are things going on that I could have told you guys about, just really didn’t feel like writing anything. I have had very little in the way of things to do the last couple of days, but I do have a story to tell you all. On Monday I decide to go and get my hair cut. I had tried to get in touch with a friend that is currently attending the police academy (George). I apparently missed him and he was already in class prior to my call. I decide to finish my running around and get everything accomplished I had set out to do while in the big town of Ocala. When I finally fished it was about quarter till ten, so I decided I would venture over to the college and catch George as he came out of class. I caught up with him and met a few of his classmates. I did not plan on staying long as he was on his way to a study group with them. While standing and talking to him, two other classmates of his came out, both attractive females. We talked for a few minutes upwards to 10 plus then one of them left. The other stayed (Pam) and talked with me and George for another 15-20 minutes. She finally departed and I was going to leave George to his study session. He commented that she must have liked me since she does not socialize with him much otherwise. I dismissed his comments and continued with our conversation and we parted ways. While at work last night George called me on my cell (since we can’t make personal calls from work now). George was telling me that I apparently had sparked an interest. She had discussed with George the fact that she found me physically attractive and provided George with her phone number to give to me. Ok, so I was shocked as hell, though he was trying to play some really late practical joke on me. After some time I finally accepted that facts that he was providing. We were supposed to discuss some other topics about Pam as he has been attending class with her for several months now before I made any decisions. Now I know this all sounds too good to be true, and believe me it is. In my short conversation with George I have learned that she has two children. Now most of you that know me know I would not have a problem taking someone else’s kids in a relationship. However, at my currently location in the game of life that is not what I am looking for. I could not see my self filling the role as it stands today. Now, had Pam not had children I would have jumped at the opportunity and pursued a date. Considering the child situation however I am extremely reluctant. I have been told to “tag it and leave it” however I currently lack the gene that would allow me to do that. I may be a male but that does not mean that in my current mental state I would be about to pull off a tag it and leave it relationship. Hell, look at the last one that should have been a tag it and leave it. I fear that I would want to “be the hero” in the situation and would put myself in a situation I do not want to deal with at this point. I know I need the dating experience and I am not going to argue that fact. I do not want to be in a position of either myself becoming attached, her becoming attached, or the kids, could you imagine that!! At this point I have came to the conclusion that I will not initiate with Pam or even attempt a first date. Should something change I am sure you guys will know about it, but at this point that is my decision.
That is one of the many topics I was told to discuss in the comment on my prior post. I figured that would be the one that sparked the most interest when you guys seen it so why not go ahead and get it out of the way. What else was in there. School, I am just thrilled about that starting back. Moving, I am excited about that. I have to call the complex tomorrow and see if they have a final apartment for us to move into and a date, the sooner the better. Heather is graduating, this is a good thing. I am very proud of her. She has worked very hard since she has been back in school. Christmas, ba’ humbug! And that is all I have to say about that. Jennny where are you Jennny?
Ok, so there went my mind set. While composing this entry my phone rings. A number that I do not recognize comes up on my caller ID. The first thing that comes to mind is that Pam is calling me and apparently George has given her my cell phone number. Since I suspected that it was her I decided not to answer the phone. Shortly there after I decided to check the voicemail and lo and behold I have a message from Pam. She tells me to give her a call back if I would like and provided me with her phone number and that she would be awake for several more hours. I trotted around the comm. Center thinking about this and what to do and weather I should call her back or not. I thought and pondered about this and as usual thought a lot about it. We got kinda’ busy for a little while, it allowed me to ponder this a little longer and decide if I wanted to call her back. I finally got a free second and decided what the hell and called her back. Luckily I got voicemail, so we are playing phone tag with each other already. I left her a message and explained that we were busy and she could give me a call back tomorrow afternoon. Hopefully she won’t wake me up!
I really am not sure why the HELL I did decide to return the call! Why must these things happen to me. This is probably the closest anyone has ever come to busting my bubble!
- Larry
That is one of the many topics I was told to discuss in the comment on my prior post. I figured that would be the one that sparked the most interest when you guys seen it so why not go ahead and get it out of the way. What else was in there. School, I am just thrilled about that starting back. Moving, I am excited about that. I have to call the complex tomorrow and see if they have a final apartment for us to move into and a date, the sooner the better. Heather is graduating, this is a good thing. I am very proud of her. She has worked very hard since she has been back in school. Christmas, ba’ humbug! And that is all I have to say about that. Jennny where are you Jennny?
Ok, so there went my mind set. While composing this entry my phone rings. A number that I do not recognize comes up on my caller ID. The first thing that comes to mind is that Pam is calling me and apparently George has given her my cell phone number. Since I suspected that it was her I decided not to answer the phone. Shortly there after I decided to check the voicemail and lo and behold I have a message from Pam. She tells me to give her a call back if I would like and provided me with her phone number and that she would be awake for several more hours. I trotted around the comm. Center thinking about this and what to do and weather I should call her back or not. I thought and pondered about this and as usual thought a lot about it. We got kinda’ busy for a little while, it allowed me to ponder this a little longer and decide if I wanted to call her back. I finally got a free second and decided what the hell and called her back. Luckily I got voicemail, so we are playing phone tag with each other already. I left her a message and explained that we were busy and she could give me a call back tomorrow afternoon. Hopefully she won’t wake me up!
I really am not sure why the HELL I did decide to return the call! Why must these things happen to me. This is probably the closest anyone has ever come to busting my bubble!
- Larry
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