Finally an update
Well I guess it has been a while since I updated last. I looked at the date and it was last Sunday. Sorry about that I really haven’t felt like updating and really don’t have a lot to tell you all about. I seem to have caught some cold bug this last week. I have been battling that and have felt miserable for the most part. It doesn’t help that this is my long week and I have to work an extra day this weekend. I guess it will all work out since I will be off 4 days next weekend. Anyways, not much else going on in my life at the moment. No major developments on the love life front. I thought earlier in the week that it had taken a turn for the worst. I would like to direct your attention back to that last sentence and explain what happened “I though...” that seems to get me into a lot of trouble. I wish there was some way that I could prevent or stop my self from over analyzing, reading too much into something, or just plain thinking about something too much. So far in my life I have been in several situations where if I could have stopped the logical thinking and over thinking life would have been different. This last week was just another notch in that belt. I am not going to go into all of the details at this point but it had to do with an email I got and her current ‘home life’. There are a lot of issues there that she is dealing with which she doesn’t need to have at the moment. As with most of us we all have issues, some big some small. Unfortunately I think Aereal has been dealt a double helping of nothing but big issues. Her personal issues as well as the ones she has picked up from this house are starting to wear on her. Luckily she has realized this and is trying to get out of the situation and into something that is a little more mentally stable. I am sure that I will have to battle more of these issues as the relationship progresses I just question if I want to deal with all of this, is it worth it?
- Larry
- Larry
| 03:02 
