The ass and the prospect
Once again you are all sound asleep. This is getting kinda’ old. I at least have a good reason this time, I am stuck at work. I actually have something to talk about too… you can start breathing again. I need to vent for a few minutes and I have a prospect (once again, please continue to breath).
On to the rant, I got news today that a fellow co-worker put in his notice. It seems that he has had enough of working here. Honestly I think we will be better off with out him here, he seemed to be the cause of a lot of stress in our small world. But, this so screws my plans for October. Once again Larry is getting screwed. With Ben (might as well use his name, most of you know who he is) leaving that puts us one person short. So, now I have to wait until someone is hired, which will be October 1st if we are very lucky. Then tack on two more months of training, which I really don’t want to do. I am tired of putting a lot of effort into what I do just to turn around and get burned. I have trained more than I care to remember and none have stayed her for any extended period of time. Anyways, I am just upset that I get screwed once again, maybe if the Best Buy thing works out I might go full time. I suppose only time will tell, don’t worry I am sure you will get to read about it here!
On to more interesting news, a former co-worker (one I also trained) came by this evening to see me. She brought her new baby by so I could see her. The standing joke is that it is mine, but we won’t get into all of that. But, along with beautiful little Jayme also came Erika’s little sister Aereal. I am not sure what their parents were doing right but all four of those sisters came out beautiful. I have now met two of them, the other is Erika’s older sister which all of the cops drool over. Erika wasn’t shy about trying to hook us up. I was standing in the common area with all of our patrol guys close by and they were all chiming in. There were actually three of us guys in there that were single. All kinds of comments were being made in-front of both of us. Erika even made the comment that she would allow me to date her. That sounds backwards but the context and story behind it would make sense. Now enters the sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach and all of the excuses I can come up with. And believe me after sitting in a small room all by your self for ten plus hours you can come up with some excuses. Why can’t this be easy? Why does this have to feel so awkward? Why the hell am I even worried about it yet, I haven’t asked her out! Oh yeah, that challenge of actually calling her up and taking the first step. Perhaps I should go this counseling session on Thursday and talk to the doc. about this. I really wish this feeling would just go away! I really don’t know what to do at this point, I would love to pursue a relationship, (there is a label!) but I don’t want the hassle of getting into one. Once I am in, I am fine… it’s the getting to know each other phase. I really hate socializing!
Any suggestions??
- Larry
On to the rant, I got news today that a fellow co-worker put in his notice. It seems that he has had enough of working here. Honestly I think we will be better off with out him here, he seemed to be the cause of a lot of stress in our small world. But, this so screws my plans for October. Once again Larry is getting screwed. With Ben (might as well use his name, most of you know who he is) leaving that puts us one person short. So, now I have to wait until someone is hired, which will be October 1st if we are very lucky. Then tack on two more months of training, which I really don’t want to do. I am tired of putting a lot of effort into what I do just to turn around and get burned. I have trained more than I care to remember and none have stayed her for any extended period of time. Anyways, I am just upset that I get screwed once again, maybe if the Best Buy thing works out I might go full time. I suppose only time will tell, don’t worry I am sure you will get to read about it here!
On to more interesting news, a former co-worker (one I also trained) came by this evening to see me. She brought her new baby by so I could see her. The standing joke is that it is mine, but we won’t get into all of that. But, along with beautiful little Jayme also came Erika’s little sister Aereal. I am not sure what their parents were doing right but all four of those sisters came out beautiful. I have now met two of them, the other is Erika’s older sister which all of the cops drool over. Erika wasn’t shy about trying to hook us up. I was standing in the common area with all of our patrol guys close by and they were all chiming in. There were actually three of us guys in there that were single. All kinds of comments were being made in-front of both of us. Erika even made the comment that she would allow me to date her. That sounds backwards but the context and story behind it would make sense. Now enters the sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach and all of the excuses I can come up with. And believe me after sitting in a small room all by your self for ten plus hours you can come up with some excuses. Why can’t this be easy? Why does this have to feel so awkward? Why the hell am I even worried about it yet, I haven’t asked her out! Oh yeah, that challenge of actually calling her up and taking the first step. Perhaps I should go this counseling session on Thursday and talk to the doc. about this. I really wish this feeling would just go away! I really don’t know what to do at this point, I would love to pursue a relationship, (there is a label!) but I don’t want the hassle of getting into one. Once I am in, I am fine… it’s the getting to know each other phase. I really hate socializing!
Any suggestions??
- Larry
| 04:03 
HEY, three years does not constitute an extended period of time? OUCH! Or do I just not count?
On to my suggestion, just bite the bullet and call her! Aereal is such a cool name! My Favorite Disney movie! There is no easy way to start (gulp) *Insert Lable of choice* It is kind of cool to have that feeling in the pit of your stomach! Swallow your shyness, and get on with it already! And WOW she's hot!
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shes_a_sprite |
September 14, 2004 8:26 AM