My ramblings...

Finally a day I didn’t have to go to work. I did have school but only one period. I have spent the day sitting here at my computer contemplating how to do my program. I cooked dinner and cleaned the kitchen from top to bottom on a Friday night rather than going out and parting and getting drunk like any responsible college student would do. Which I guess is even more of a reason to try this date with Megan (the girl Stoker has found for me). She is definitely cute, she however young too. Granted 19 may not be that bad, and I would imagine she is quite mature since she has been living on her own for sometime now and apparently already has a college degree of some sort. So with all of these factors weighing in on the positive why can’t I just accept the facts. If dating/getting to know someone was not so damn difficult this would be an easy no brainer. I just can’t get over the dreaded first date, the subsequent phone call (be it 3 days or whatever) and all of the joys that go along with that. There is always the possibility that it goes horribly and well in that case I don’t have to worry about the rest of it. But, that doesn’t relieve the stress from the first date.

So, I guess I have decided what the hell! This isn’t going to get any easier, no matter how many first dates I have, so I might as well get some experience under my belt. Now I just have to come up with some ideas for dates. I am completely open for suggestions.

I assure you there will be more on this topic in the very near future.

- Larry